Searching for Raison d'être - Xmas

Oh, I'm not complaining, not at all: working during the next two weeks will assure me to earn enough money to book my flight for Tokyo. After that, I'll only have to earn enough for the guesthouse, travel costs and food (and of course a ... And I'm not sure if I'll go to Venice for my birthday finally... maybe I won't see this place ever again if I don't, but it's all about my budget, you know :/ The plane ticket is like 40EUR, but the hotel on the right island in the ...